When I’m next to you
and you me, we will be
what we’ve yet to feel
complete and absolute
knowing we are real.
She of an age, not young
nor old, she knows he
knows, her lines and eyes
he pins within a decade
He shows his own, tells
who asks, yet as if, he
not believed, she says
(more wish) he can’t be
No time to tell, no hand
to hold, line after line
she feels, he too, soul bites
no sound, no bodies.
I’ve become a little lost on here
not being the man I am
to those who know and need me.
I’ve been distant, distracted
passive, as if waiting for something
to happen in my life, this isn’t me.
I’ve woken up now, can’t keep
waiting for a future I have no
say in, impossible to make real.
You live for today not tomorrow
I make you feel good, it’s only here
you want me, this reality for you.
He her, she him
read words, their code
not said to any other
Relieved to say with surety this saga over now
you’ve shown what you really are, as for who
I’ve not a clue, I’m quite glad of that, makes
ending this farce easier, it isn’t hard at all
The signs have always been there, your
inconsistencies, your lack of sensitivity
your inability to keep tabs of us, just how
long we’ve been in touch, seems ironic now
I believed in you for so long, guess I wanted to
couldn’t see, at best, you’re just on here for fun
It’s sad really that you need to fake so much
I’d say goodbye, but why, we’ve never said hello
What on earth has got into you? I know exactly
how long we have been in touch with each other
thank you, but all I hear from you is complaining
do you not think your negativity really upsets me
Do you honestly believe that these constant threats
of you going are doing you any favours at all
let’s be clear, I’m not playing your game any more
you’ve shown what you are, and that’s not nice at all
Would a grown man do it
write words as these and post it
this one did and knew it
she’d read and say he blew it
next time he’ll think twice about it
thing is she knows he’ll do it
Thought I’d drop by as me, I thoroughly enjoy our interactions and have this feeling we could come up with an idea or two? The idea of meeting appeals to me, how about you?
I love our interactions also, I would be delighted to get together throw around some ideas and see what we can come up with. Yes, a delight indeed.
Ah get together, methinks it will take an opportunist convenience as coincidence unlikely. Where does one get out and about to, maybe we have passed somewhere as strangers, known unknowns; unlikely, I’d not walk by, I’d feel the vibe of you.
Maybe you are but a heartbeat from me. Imagine if we had passed each other as strangers, what an opportunity missed that would be. But I feel you are right and we would have known each other, somehow. What beautiful conversation we might have had, and certainly shall have, in the not too distant future.
6.39: ‘I need you’
6.41: ‘You are the one’
6.43: ‘Let’s meet today’
6.45: ‘We will soon’
6.46: His day broke
6.46: Her first sad bloke